Weekly Ritual

In addition to working on having my daily morning (car) devotional/ritual time, I also try to have a small ritual every Sunday night. Even if there is no full moon or sabbat. I think it is important to start the week with some spiritually focused time. My Sunday rituals include raising a circle, invoking the elements- the Goddess and God, meditation time-usually in my “inner temple” with the Goddess, and a oracle card reading for the week ahead. Although I do  not do much in these rituals it always feels great to spend a little bit of time with the Divine! I like to let go of any stress from the weekend and to look ahead to the week. My Sunday rituals are part of my committment to having a daily/weekly practice.



Hoi Sum


Find Your Goddess

For the month of November I have been meditating on the Goddess and who she is to me. This is also a second degree requirement. This has been an awesome requirement. It feels amazing to get to know the Goddess better! This is what I discovered about her-at least how she appears to me…

polarity: negative- because she represents the feminine elements of earth and water.

colors: white, green, purple, pink, blue, gray, and black

totems: butterfly, spider, wolf, snake, gorilla, tiger, cat

tools: chalice, cauldron, salt, pentacle, water

magic: healing, love, encouragement, wisdom, sex, growth, teaching, banishing

emotional attributes: love, protection, encouragement, sadness, anger

Who: my patron Goddess is Aeracura. She has been my patron Goddess since I converted to Wicca. I love her! She is the opposite of my personality and I need that. She is gentle, quiet, loving, and patient. She teaches me to slow down and to stop stressing. Her main message is to enjoy the learning process and to not be so focused on the end product. The journey is more important.

Her pantheon: Nordic, Greek, and Egyptian. I work with all three (Isis and Artemis are my other two main Goddesses I work with).

Her consort: Pan (the Greek earth God, protector of nature and all animals-especially goats). Although he is Greek and Aeracura is a nordic/celtic Goddess, I think the pairing fits. Pan is one of the few gentle Gods of mythology. He is kind and cares about nature and animals. Aeracura loves flowers and caring about people’s growth. She is an encourager and healer, which can also be said about Pan.

What is she the Goddess of: spiritual and emotional growth. She is the Goddess of learners.


Aeracura is kind and sweet

She encourages my growth

Aeracura is wise and virtuous

She encourages my learning

Aeracura is loving and caring

She blesses me on my journey

Numerology-Star Signs

I am currently reading Star Signs by Linda Goodman for my second degree. I read the Numerology chapter this weekend and it had some interesting information in it. I have worked with numerology before in a tarot class. It was similar to Goodman’s ideas. You still add up the letters, but we added up the letters in our birth month, day, and year, not our names. Then if the number was less then 22 you kept it (Otherwise you can add the double digits to reduce the number down to a single digit). This first number is your personality number, then you add the number and reduce it to a single digit number to find your soul number. The numbers you get correspond to the numbers of the tarot deck. My personality number is 11, which is the Justice card and my soul number is 2, which is the High Priestess card.

In Goodman’s book she has you find your double digit and your single digit numbers for your name. The double digit number is how others see your personality, while the single digit number is more your true inner personality. The thing about names is they change, so I think it is important to look at all your numbers. For example my birth name was changed when I was ten, because my parents discovered it was illegal. One of my dad’s stepfathers never actually adopted him, so my dad was illegally using his stepdad’s last name without knowing it. Then my name changed again when I got married. I was also given a Chinese name when I got married and I use that name as my magickal name as well. I chose to find my personality numbers  for all of my names.

My birth name: Rebecca Golin = 4

My birth day: November 15th = 15 or 6

My maiden name: Rebecca Beaudette = 12 or 3

My current married name: Rebecca Chow = 6

My Chinese/magickal name: Hoi Sum = 8

I discovered that realistically I am a little bit of all of these numbers. I have such a naturally mixed personality-part of being  a Scorpio I suppose.

6=feminine, devoted, sentimental-but try to hide it, love art and music, and are stubborn.

8=ambitious, good teachers and politicians, sense of duty and responsibility, shy, reliable, great inner strength, cozy.

3=fiercely independent, seek truth, have ideals, seek total freedom, represents the holy trinity.

4=genius, unconventional, make their own rules, go against society.

15=”The Magician”, deep esoteric significance and alchemy vibration through magic, good talkers, have gifts of art-music-drama, strong personalities, rule lower levels of occultism-being tempted to use “dark” magic on others.

Invoking the God or Goddess

Invocation: In Wicca the concept of invocation is used in what is called “invoking” the God or Goddess. Invoking the Goddess means, that during ritual the high priestess will “draw down the moon” or invoke the literal spirit of the Goddess (similar to the idea of possession, but not with the negative connotation).  She will become the Goddess for the ritual. This is done to become closer to the Goddess and to hear her words directly during a ritual. God can also be invoked, but he is associated with the sun and day time rituals usually (also the role is reversed and it is the HP that does the invoking). While many Wiccan traditions and covens teach that only the high priestess can invoke the Goddess, there is no reason that a solitary witch cannot if he/she wants to. It is a personal choice. You should perform ritual and worship the Divine however you see fit.

When is this a good idea?

I would say it is a “good” idea to invocate when: 1. your are ready to and are properly trained 2. the Divine puts the desire and need on your heart to do so 3. it is a special occasion/ritual 4. there is a need for the Divine’s specific guidance and words.

What do you feel are the potential ramifications of invocation?

I do not think there are any serious ramifications-at least not in the sense of extreme harm i.e. you are not going to be physically harmed or “cursed” for trying invocation. I do think if you are not properly trained and your intentions are not in the right place, there is potential for the person doing the invoking to use it wrongly. You do not want to use invocation for power or to give bad advice and guidance. Witches should always be careful when using magick of any kind. Our intentions are to bring good and positive changes into our own lives and the lives of others. Our intentions should never be to harm anyone with magick or to abuse the use of the Divine and other spirits!

Evocation: Evocation is often times confused with invocation. Evocation is more of an inviting of the spirits to join your circle and ritual, not a literal possession by them. You can evoke the God, Goddess, elements, or other spirits and energy for your rituals. Having the Goddess and elements join your ritual is not only important as a way to honor and worship them, but as a way to borrow their energy for the ritual.

When is this a good idea?

I think witches can evoke pretty much all the time. Of course just like invocation or magick of any kind you should make sure your heart and intentions are in the right place first. I am not a believer that you have to be in circle, properly bathed and dressed etc. to envoke the elements or other spirits. I think the idea of limiting our access to the Divine is dogmatic. For example I have a morning devotional time in my car on the way to work every morning-I envoke the elements, the Goddess, and the God for my devotional time. Obviously since I am driving I do not have a circle pulled up or candles lit etc. I still find it important to envoke the elements and the Divine in order for me to proper thank and worship them during my devotional time-also they bring in extra energy. This is just my personal preference. I am sure there are witches out there who would make the argument that you need to be more formal when envoking and I certainly understand that concept. It is similar to the idea of whether or not Christians should dress up to go to church on Sundays. I was raised wearing jeans and tee-shirts to church, however, I had many Christian friends at the time who found that derespectful to God. I believe what is on the inside of your heart and soul is much more important then your outward appearance and ritual tools and actions. On a side note I do envoke the elements, the Goddess, and the God more formally when I am in ritual and circle. I think it is respectful to be a little more formal when performing a ritual-it is also part of learning your practice and customizing it to your style and beliefs.

What are the potential ramifications of evocation?

Wicca does teach that there are different types of spirits and entities to envoke, and with these different types comes a heirarchy so to speak. That is when using different techniques such as calling, stiring, and summoning come into play. My natural personality is to once again envoke most spirits the same way, but I understand the concept of being more careful and respectful with a “higher” level spirit. One of my struggles with this concept is that not everyone agrees on the spirits. Some see the elements as literal spirits, while some see them as types of energies. Some witches see the elements and the watchtowers as the same spirits, while some view the watchtowers as a higher level spirit then the elements. In the end I think it is important to do what feels right to you! We are not all the same in how we approach the spirit world. It is a good idea to be careful and a little cautious because you do not want to have any spiritual encounters that could be too much for your to handle, or that could lead to any negative energy or experiences (this again also depends on whether or not you believe there are “bad” spirits who could potentially harm you)-regardless it is better to error on the side of caution.

Below are two great examples of chants/prayers you can say to invoke the God and Goddess

Invocation of the Crone

Behold the Crone…
Dancer of Time
Completion of the Sacred Cycle

She Who is Wisdom
Beloved, respected and feared
Honored as Grandmother, Ancestress and Hag

In the end ~ there is beginning,
Death brings Birth, Life renews through Her

Behold the Crone, Dancer of Time
Mother of worlds, Maiden of re-birth,
Child of the next generation

Dancing through Time
She Who cuts the cords…Of life and death,
Grandmother of all

The Crone comes……..
Silently, powerfully, relentlessly
Crossing space and time,
Holding the threads of life and death,
Mistress of endings and beginnings

Speaking through elders
I am the Crone….
The Grandmothers….The Wisdom of Age….

I am Hecate, I am Kali, I am the Eternal One

I cross space and time,
Holding the threads of life and death,
Mistress of endings and beginnings

I am completion of the Cycle
Maiden….. Mother….. Crone…..
I have come as the Goddess,
And in me… all life renews
All things are possible

The Crone comes dancing
Silently, powerfully, relentlessly,
To all

~ Abby Willowroot © 2000

Retrieved November 05, 2009 from http://www.spiralgoddess.com/Homage.html

Invocation of the Horned God.

By the flame that burneth bright

O Horned One!

We call thy name into the night

O Horned One!

Thee we invoke by the moon led sea

By the standing stone and the twisted tree

Thee we invoke where gather thine own

By the nameless shrine forgotten and lone

Come where the round of the dance is trod

Horn and hoof of the goat-foot God

By moonlit meadow on dusky hill

When the haunted wood is hushed and still

Come to the charm of the chanted prayer

As the moon bewitches the midnight air

Evoke thy powers, that potent bide

In shining stream and secret tide

In fiery flame by starlight pale

In shadowy host that ride the gale

And by the fern-brakes fairy-haunted

Of forests wild and wood enchanted

Come! O Come!

To the heartbeats drum!

Come to us who gather below

When the broad white moon is climbing slow

Through the stars to the heavens height

We hear thy hoofs on the wind of night

As black tree branches shake and sigh

By joy and terror we know thee nigh

We speak the spell thy power unlocks

At Solstice, Sabbat, and Equinox

Word of virtue the veil to rend

From primal dawn to the wide world’s end

Since time began—

The blessing of Pan!

Blessed be all in hearth and hold

Blessed in all worth more than gold

Blessed be in strength and love

Blessed be wher’er we rove

Vision fade not from our eyes

Of the pagan paradise

Past the gates of death and birth

Our inheritance of the earth

From our soul the song of spring

Fade not in our wandering

Our life with all life is one,

By blackest night or noonday sun

Eldest of gods, on thee we call

Blessing be on thy creatures all

by Doreen Valiente

Retrieved November 5, 2009 from http://www.controverscial.com/Invocation%20of%20the%20Horned%20God.htm

Daily Morning Ritual

Today while listening to the Spirits Cast-101 November podcast, Feithline mentioned that this month’s focus is on taking the time to have a spiritual ritual everyday. We shouldn’t just be spending time with the Divine on sabbats or full moons. Below is my daily devotional ritual that I do in my car while I drive to work. I try to do it everyday, but often times I get distracted by my music and don’t do it. I am making a new commitment to try to have my morning ritual everyday. What do you do everyday to connect to the Divine?

Morning Ritual

  • Center and ground my energy
  • Ask the element of Earth to ground me and lend me energy
  • Release all negative energy from my body
  • Raise up a protective shield to keep negative energy out for the day
  • Invite the Goddess and God to join my devotional time
  • Send positive and healing energy to my FWTI friends-pray that they will have a good and productive day.
  • Focus on the FWTI symbol and ask that it be a shining sign of hope, encouragement, love, safety, acceptance, and growth.
  • Visualize more people coming to FWTI
  • Visualize and pray for good, positive, and productive communication between all board members.
  • See the FWTI Board’s pentacle of service shining bright and healthy. Pray for each of the 5 points of service within that pentacle
  • List all of the things I am thankful for today
  • Ask the God and Goddess to help all of my request during this ritual to come into fruition.
  • Dismiss the God and Goddess
  • Send the element of Air away to carrying on my energy and prayers from the ritual to those I love
  • This is my will so mote it be

Hello World!

Welcome to my new blog. I already have my main blog Bex’s Hexes, so this blog is going to be my online journal only. The purpose of this blog journal is to document by spiritual growth as I work on completing my second degree with FWTI (Family Wiccan Tradition International) and the Spirits Cast-101 course on the Spirits Cast podcast show. I will be posting journal entries about my different homework assignments. I promise to be open, honest, and real with my posts on this blog. My hope is that you will get something out of my blogging for your own personal growth. Welcome to my journey-I hope you enjoy the ride!


Hoi Sum

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